slowly shriveling

I am slowly shriveling....and no I am not talking about my wieght. (I wish) I have not blogged in a while, and that is becuase I have not done much in a while besides work. The good thing is that I am slowly emerging from the debt that gripped my every limb, the bad is that I have neglected everything and everyone around me. I am sorry Tiffanie.....you know how much I cant breathe without you. I am sorry to all my friends who have been there for me when I am giving nothing in return. Thank you for your love and smiles. I am dying without you guys.. I hope that one day I can repay you.
Love
Ian